Yes, i just woke up. had a dream.

its a kind of dream that i wanted to happen it so much, but it will not happen, no, not in a million years. woke up, told myself, why would you have this dream? its time to end it, its been years, and you know this won't happen, not in a million years, no matter what you do, can you stop this thinking?

After that, i can't went back to sleep anymore. so decided to blog, will not tell anything about the dream i had.

How Good if dream was actually a message that God was trying to tell you?
But we got to face the facts, dream are just something that happened because your thinking of the incident too much.

5years, it should had been made clear already, i told myself enough times. Give Up

Okay, don't really have anything to blog now. see if i have time in the night to blog, thanks for reading though, and for some who guessed what i've dream, Yes, i've given up, thats why i was scolding myself and looked at the ceiling for 30mins after i woke up.

Labels: 5 years

Lol omg I can't sleep, this is gay hmm a sudden feel
to blog now because of a sad song I'm listening right now hmm let's see, wow
in a flash, 2009 sec four students has just ended school, I remember how it was like last year when I'm sec four damn I'm so emoooooo right now! Gonna work hard next year ah. Hmm think I go. Crazy today and write
a poem of my own.
This body of mine, which god gave me
I'm sorry that I dint make good use of this body god gave me
I'm sorry I lived on this world
I'm a piece of trash that even hell don't want to take me in even after I die
I'm a useless junk that even if I were thrown into the sea full of sharks, I've only drowned but not eaten because even sharks look down on me
I'm such a failure that I fail to live



The end OMG! Such a emo poem i'll write a happy one right now

I love my food
I love my house
I love my friends
I love my family
I love god
I love my stuff
I love the girl I love
and lastly I love sooyoung <3

ahahahaha

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Lol okay ah bored so played with my blog looks like I have nothing to right anymore hmmmmmmm if anyone Is actually reading my blog i Want to entertain you all more let's see

Do you all remember the time where you are still a primary school kid
with no worries and troubles just living day by day , watching life grow as your still a child who don't have to worry about anything at all? Day by day!


Sorry I am just too bored okay ah I'll stop here already later to
orrow cannot wake up go out gonna change my blogskin soon Lol

thanks for reading people im going to do something else right now
best if sleep ah goodnight!