wow what a long time i've no update hmmm. lets see, went to lot 1 today
early in the morning nex ting jun and jun wei tell me that they don't want come hmm. fucked up somemore ask me dota lol. but end up ting jun and jun wei came. went to meet clar to buy present for michelle

spended 2 hrs to buy a present for her LOL
wanted to get a soft toy, but gave her one alr, give another one is lame LOL

then, i saw a golden duck wanted to buy it but ting say its lame so din't buy

ting suggest to buy a file but i don't think she needs a file now.

wanted to buy a bag, but jun wei says Bag will easily lose taste.

ting show me a clock, wow nice winnie the pooh clock, wanted to buy ALMOST BROUGHT then jun said cannot I FORGOT YOU CANNOT GIVE A CLOCK TO PEOPLE LOL HENG NO BUY

yeah. saw a set of small dogs. hmm but clar told me she will lose it gg

ting wanted me to buy a toy cockroach gg

jun wei suggested a chime. but clar says there is no place to put

then ting saw a very hairy racoon. quite nice, but don't want give any soft toys le. hmm

in the end, saw a set of 4 dogs there. i know i have to buy it.

i still think up a meaning leh =D

1st dog, Doing Well in Studies
2nd dog, Doing Well in Relationships
3rd dog, Doing well in Money
4th dog, Doing well in Health

All together makes a perfect Doing well in life set =D

Hmm i think michelle still don't know i'm the one who buy cause i told clar to tell her its jun wei who buy and i don't care about any presents GG LOL

actually, the main point is not on whether she knows the present is from me anot, the main point is, they really bless u doing well in life. so yep

went to mac after buying the present, ting jun and jun wei need to eat so yeah. followed them

after that. went to ting jun's house. helped him in his warcraft 3 as it is not working. done, and accompany jun wei to buy his DUCK RICE LOL GET IT? GOLDEN DUCK? LOL can't believe i am actually laughing a little. anyway treat clar a bubble tea on the way. clar took 975 home and i went home with jun wei.

so yeah this is my day. let me see what i learn from the Holy Bible

Here are some useful phrases

A double Minded Man is unstable in all hisways

Let no man say when he is tempted, i am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: but

But every man is tempted when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed

Do not err, My beloved brethren

yeah that is all.

and Michele if your reading this post. Hmm read the below paragraph

The house sure holds alot of memories

The house where i first came and made your whole family angry
The Road where i and ting jun lie down on for forgiveness
The house where i ran to just to give u a strawberry sundae when u feel like eating it
The house where i always deliver drinks
The house where i gave u ur presents and always made a smile to your face
The house where i always deliver ice cream after work
The house where i lied down on the grass patch with my friends just to look at your house door.

Those Things are something that cannot be replaced by anything because it is a unforgettable memories. i still remembered everything that i've done in the past. i can't forget it even if i wanted to.

now your moving away. the house will be taken by another person. but the memories containing in the house will still be there.

Yeah, thats all i have to say. I want to thank, Chun yong, jun wei , ting jun and lastly, dennis for making these memories came true.

Hey. How i wish i could control time, so that i've can do a better job to help you, you know, do alot more than just giving you things, how i wish that i could just fucking talk face to face with you last time about your problems how i wish i could really lend out a hand to takecare of you . how i wish that i have some money to help your family. even it cost all my belonging include my life. how i wish i could mature more faster back in the days so that i can have the ability to solve your problems.

Yeah, year passed and your already grown up. i know you can be strong.

But There is no man who can control time. so all i request is

God, if your up there. Can you help me take some of my Luck to give Michelle? Thats my wish. Even i have to be unlucky for my life time Just to Give a little luck. i'll still be glad.

In the past. i had a dream. a dream about me dying and became a angel. ( know its werid ) and then i heard a voice. saying "who do you want to protect as a guardian angel?" before i could answer. i've woke up. but without any doubt there is only one who i want to protect.

yes, i know its weird of me to suddenly say out all these things. but look. in the past. i have always kept my feelings to myself. but look at now. your moving already. so i decided to say now before i lose my chance. i decided to pour out my courage and type what i really think here.


thats all i have to say. yeah u can say this post is dedicated to michelle. i can't deny it.

K, i said what i should say already. Bye and all the best