光瑞， 别傻了， 人家明明比我好很多， 没伤过你， 又可以给你快乐， 我能给你的也没比他多， 又每次害你很累， 害你很想哭， 又害你害怕。

你给我得济会， 我每好好珍惜，失去了能够怪虽？

他真的比我好很多。 可是为社么我的心这么痛？

可是只要你开心就好了。 我可以勇敢的为了你的快乐，忍忍这个痛。。

If your reading this, it meant I'm actually still something to you, I'm grateful and I'll keep this as short as possible.

Remember in the train, when I said, if I make another mistake, please ignore me? well, I did it again, I deserved it, I accept it and I'm not gonna whine about it.

I hate myself, because I'm the core reason for all your sadness, tears, tiredness.

You gave me many chances, 2 months, forgiven me and trying so hard to build a relationship to reciprocate me. I was stubborn, I kept making the same mistakes again and again, hurting you over and over giving you scars and tears.

Thinking about it the whole day, I came out with a decision.
Some people need to learn their lessons the hard way, and I'm one of them.

Your kind, really kind, you had been thinking about my feelings and negating your own, now its my turn to repay it.

I decided that we should stop talking to each other, I don't want to be a venom in your life and cause you harm any longer.

I'll live the next few days/weeks/months without you, I'll learn to be happy alone, I'll throw all the childishness and sissyness away. I'll improve myself. I won't approach you until I'm sure I matured. I'm gonna study hard, follow my hobby, see the world and brighten up my horizons.

Next time I talk to you, Your gonna see a new me, a mature me. I hope till then you will forgive me and accept me as a friend again.

I'm not leaving you, I'm just giving each other some space to chill out before things get worst. I just have one more request. I hope you do readd me on facebook, because if something happened to you, I do hope that I could still give you words of comfort to pull you up when you fall.

This song.. I dedicate it to you, as usual, please use your heart to listen to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zsZ0Ovc7DzE

All of these I'm doing for, its not so that I could woo you again. Its so that I could be a better person you can rely on, comfort you and give you warmth, no matter what, I'll always care for you, even if you do hate me.

I'll stop here. Please don't text me to reply me after reading this. I want to stay strong with my decision in order not to let things go back to square one again.

I'm sorry HappyGirl Panda.
From, Your Piggy, always.

Labels: Sorry Decision made up my mind

Woah, Good Morning People! Yesterday din't go school.. AGAIN! =[ Fucked..... Lol

Okay imma do a quick update and then edited more tonight, For my plans for this blog

Tonight: A change of blogskin + some secrets of how i took care of my looks will be revealed!

Tomorrow (Friday) to next next wednesday (9) days, i will be making Snsd Dictonary, for those snsd fans Woots!

Sat Sun: Tune in to this blog guys, there will be some entertaining video, (Dance, and Guangy Tv!, a new type of video i will be putting it into my blog for all of your entertainment purpose, look forward to it people! there will be joy, laughter, sometimes tears! because its a series of life, not only revolving around me, but everyone!)

Hmm wow such a busy life i have, including school, but i love my life, say no to dota everyday after school!

Okay Look forward to tonight for my post! see you guys later after school!

Hmm Haven been sleeping much lately, Dance schedule so tight, with school, with life, argh! anyway, To all Readers, Dance of this month is going to be its you (Suju) and a secret song! keep guessing! ahahahaha

After Feb, i'll be officialy accepting all request from people who want me to dance any K-pop music! (Dance music please, no tinkerbell etc, actually i can dance to it LOL)

Anyway, Merry Xmas! time to post some pictures of myself!, going to post again in 2 days later or tomorrow because i have really nice stuff to share with you all!







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