Yeah. another day has passed. okay, i'm going to write some of my things here. some of you may found this shocking. but, now i had made an answer. yep


First of all, its not an april fool joke.

Emo
okay. lets see, this may be quite similar to all my friends, yes. sometime i may be emo. why? now its time for me to say the answer

Its because i'm afraid of everything
Yes. i'm afraid of everything, i afraid of losing another friend. to people whom always talked to me on msn/sms me, u people want to know why i took so long to reply? its because i'm afarid i will say something wrong, looking at the msg for 5mins before replying sometime. yes, call me stupid. afarid of me being iritating to people. yes, thats the feeling i always had when i talked to people.

To my friends, okay, these days i know i've been acting weird to you guys. i'm sorry, its because i'm in a mixed feeling. so yeah. finally found the answer.

If you scare of iritating other people, don't talk in the first place

If you are scare of losing friend, don't make them angry, in order to do that. is to don't talk too much

If you are scare to saying something wrong to people. don't even talk in the first place

Yeah, i'm going to currently closing my door out for everyone for now. sorry for being a fucker.
I'm going to write a long list

(Friends who i talked to these past few days)

Azrie: Thanks for all the good time. Hope ur happy with ur $1.2k don't anyhow spend okay?

Benji: Sorry but your memory card will have to wait, be happy always

Catherine: Heh, Our chatting time is short, but at least its good yeah? Sorry, guess the video will be the first and last thing i do for you. so it'll be one of my best. cheer up and be strong, i must be a fucker. said wanted to be ur listening ear and now i'm closing my door. hah...sorry

Chun Yong: Thanks for the birthday yeah? stay long with ur stead

Connie: Lol thanks for coming to my birthday

Clarence: sorry for not replying, yeah really sorry. but i won't be ever replying again

Dennis: Have fun with ur new ds, u stay long with ur stead too okay?

Haqim: Haqimo!, heh, be pro in ur dota. supass me =]

Jessica: hmm, guess i'll never be mature for a short time =]

Jun wei: lol, ur the funny one. hope that your find something more better then viwawa. good luck

Michelle: hmm. let me guess what your going to say first before i said anything. fool? lol. anyway. your the song queen. don't need me to send you song one. haha

Sabrina: sorry but you have to keep the birthday present for awhile ya?

Ting jun: lol, i don't know what to talk to you eh thanks for the funny times? lol

Vanessa: yep, thanks for coming too. Hope u do well in life

Not all friends are included. sorry

That closed up some of my speech and yeah, let me say the last. Sorry people. i'll still may reply on msn, but not that much though. but i'll never be the first one to talk to people anymore. I'll never be able to care for people. i don't even know if the people i cared ever appricated it or i'm just being a bug to them either way. yeah, you guys don't have to worry about people like me anymore

i have many good friends. i closed my door because i don't want to lose u guys. not because i don't like you guys. remember it always. new friends, old friends. all applys.

so yeah. guess this is byebye.

My health is starting to fall too

stomach nowadays feels werid, no appitite. tell me i'm pregent and i will fuck you.
having real stm (short term memory)

Guess i've Smo** too much. yes.

don't worry, i'm not gonna die.

i'm a fucker yep.

goodbye all.
sorry for not replying to all of tags.