XrossGuang
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Yes, i just woke up. had a dream.
its a kind of dream that i wanted to happen it so much, but it will not happen, no, not in a million years. woke up, told myself, why would you have this dream? its time to end it, its been years, and you know this won't happen, not in a million years, no matter what you do, can you stop this thinking?
After that, i can't went back to sleep anymore. so decided to blog, will not tell anything about the dream i had.
How Good if dream was actually a message that God was trying to tell you?
But we got to face the facts, dream are just something that happened because your thinking of the incident too much.
5years, it should had been made clear already, i told myself enough times. Give Up
Okay, don't really have anything to blog now. see if i have time in the night to blog, thanks for reading though, and for some who guessed what i've dream, Yes, i've given up, thats why i was scolding myself and looked at the ceiling for 30mins after i woke up.Labels: 5 years
*[[I jUz WaNNA liVe]]*
7:02 AM x
Friday, November 6, 2009
Lol omg I can't sleep, this is gay hmm a sudden feel
to blog now because of a sad song I'm listening right now hmm let's see, wow
in a flash, 2009 sec four students has just ended school, I remember how it was like last year when I'm sec four damn I'm so emoooooo right now! Gonna work hard next year ah. Hmm think I go. Crazy today and write
a poem of my own.
This body of mine, which god gave me
I'm sorry that I dint make good use of this body god gave me
I'm sorry I lived on this world
I'm a piece of trash that even hell don't want to take me in even after I die
I'm a useless junk that even if I were thrown into the sea full of sharks, I've only drowned but not eaten because even sharks look down on me
I'm such a failure that I fail to live
The end OMG! Such a emo poem i'll write a happy one right now
I love my food
I love my house
I love my friends
I love my family
I love god
I love my stuff
I love the girl I love
and lastly I love sooyoung <3
ahahahaha
Cakup malayu Aku tagbox if malay kau
Lol okay ah bored so played with my blog looks like I have nothing to right anymore hmmmmmmm if anyone Is actually reading my blog i Want to entertain you all more let's see
Do you all remember the time where you are still a primary school kid
with no worries and troubles just living day by day , watching life grow as your still a child who don't have to worry about anything at all? Day by day!
Sorry I am just too bored okay ah I'll stop here already later to
orrow cannot wake up go out gonna change my blogskin soon Lol
thanks for reading people im going to do something else right now
best if sleep ah goodnight!
*[[I jUz WaNNA liVe]]*
4:20 AM x
Sunday, October 11, 2009
okay so 6th was sleeping, woke up, muscle was very pain, whole body pain. suppose to go out with chun, then last min ting not going (expected >.>) told chun i'm not going too, but then, he scolded me cause he bad mood Lol. after that, i went anyway. meet chun yong, benji, pohyi , naomi at interchange and their face was all black because i was late for quite a time. changed plan to timah pool. played there then dennis and his stead( sorry i don't know how to spell your name. Lol) came continue pooling and went to mac to have their dinner.
After that we went to the food court opposite of mac to have ANOTHER DINNER LOL. walked to the bus stop after that. everyone went home except me, chun which is going to stay at dennis's house. took the bus, dennis bring his girl home and i and chun went to brought food. (i haven't ate just now) took the bus again. went to dennis house and had my dinner. so. i, chun and dennis played dota to 7am and we went to bed. dennis have two comp and i have 1 lappy so.. yep hah. anyway. they slept and i was awoke every 1hour. dennis's room is like a freezer to me. i can't even breath. he had a 17degree..... Lol which i was freezing like hell. so awoke till 10am. know his aunt and mom was awoke. went to turn off the air con and sleep! (Y)
woke up around 12pm? damn i was sleepy.... dennis's stead came. and then i went with chun downstairs to buy breakfast. saw alot sec school people there. so its quite crowded. brought fries and bubble-tea up. eaten bathed and preprare to go out.
we were suppose to go to changi to see MJ but then. i was too lazy haha, went to juntion 8 first instead, met naomi and then went to town. walked there from 4pm to 10pm? oh. we went to a thai restaurant. their food was great. but then. its all treated,
drinks from naomi
food from chun yong
thank you!
after eaten back to more walking. hmm let me remember what did we do...
oh went to do some window shopping, i and chun was testing clothes. oh. i think they brought some clothes i know chun and naomi brought. i din't haha i have no money. lets see. its time to went home. dennis took mrt with his stead. i, naomi and chun bused home
nah not exactly home. we went mac. naomi went to meet marcella. i and chun went to meet benji and pohyi. they treated us sandwitch. quite nice ah haha. benji was playing L4D with my lappy. well it hangs sometimes. my lappy had some installation problems while installing l4d. hmm there after benji played. he was using a machine gun. just nice the thing hang. and there was this sound BANGBANGBANGBANG IT WAS LOUD LOL i think half of the people in the mac can hear it. force shut down my lappy. chated with them awhile. and took 300 home.
Here is my photo while at dennis's house
Damn this flash light!
Hmm my face look fat in this pic =[
Hmm this version of flash like was quite nice.
Finally a nice pic (i look gay ahahaha)
Haha there is 1 more post i want to post about yesterday. but i don't want to post now because it will be very confusing to read. so, i'll post tomorrow Thanks for reading people!
*[[I jUz WaNNA liVe]]*
7:41 PM x
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Aw so damn tired!
woke up at 8am, watched finish super junior episode. THEN GO BACK SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS TOO SLEEPY LOL!
woke up at 12pm again. went out at 1pm to meet jun wei, after that went to syafiq's house bus stop to meet ting and jun wei. went to lot 1. meet azrie, after that to meet chun yong. hmm should i continue? I"M SO SLEEPY AND TIRED LOL!
hmm nvm i'll write on. after that went bugis street to buy new clothes. hmm, ting, azrie and me wanted to buy clothes. but there is no clothes that we like! Lol!
after that, some people were hungry. so we walked to err (Forgot name) place to eat. hmm their food was nice. but quite expensive. (worth it actually Lol!). after eating. walked to penicular ( sorry forgotten how spell). it was around a 30mins walk. damn it was good exercise after eating so much ahahaha
reached peni, meet dennis, and then went to see more clothes.
YAWN! I"M TOO TIRED TO CONTINUE LOL! sorry dear readers, i shall continue tomorrow! THERE IS TOO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT TODAY!
okay i'm at home now. think i'll continue, walked to peni, meet dennis and then went to buy clothes, hmm this time we brought clothes, jun wei also brought 1 too. after that. i went to re-pierce my ear good ah this time no problem.
walked to marina to play pool after that. hmm guess what, syafiq has become better lol and azrie has started playing too.
went to mrt. brought a new ezlink. and all went home
EXCEPT FOR ME, TING, CHUN LOL
okay so. we went to chun's house. ting was trying out his clothes and brought some, so i tried some too. chun gave me one of his clothes for free. went to ting jun's house after that. dyed hair and guess what? its not brown. shared with him 50 - 50 bottle. and my hair isn't brown. guess i should ask ting for 5 bucks for that. went home, used comp awhile and then sleep
Done LOL
pictures and videos will be uploaded soon after chun sent me all those stuff
*[[I jUz WaNNA liVe]]*
2:01 AM x
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